Today I woke up at 5:30 am and spent the hour kneeling in the corner thinking about the day ahead. i then showered and diapered and got my yogurt for breakfast. i then prepared cereal for breakfast for the lodger and left it on the side before taking a hot lemon drink and returning to my bedroom. At 7:30 i phoned work to tell them i was still sick. i spent most of the day lying under my duvet in the dark as light seems to make things feel worse. i am just about to make some soup for my dinner and plan to go to bed just after my toilet break at 20:30.